Thanks for that. I agree with your 'scared money' point.
Funnily enough, being unemployed isn't as bad as you'd think. Although I've always worked, I've never had a well paid job so I'm used to living on not much. I have no debts, don't smoke, don't drink (much) so have very few outgoings. I have found that, as long as I'm careful, I can live quite happily on the benefits I get without eating into my savings at all. Thinking about it, I'm probably in the securest position it's possible to be in - a 100% guaranteed income and, living in rented accommodation, virtually no exposure to any of life's normal financial risks. Having paid into the system for long enough, and actively seeking work, I'm not feeling guilty either.
All of which means that, although I don't have a huge amount of savings, I'm happy to put £1,000 into this. I have the time to take it seriously and am aware that returns will be minimal at best with that kind of investment. I'm not expecting to make any sort of living wage from it and intend to keep my bets small and, hopefully, free from too much emotion. If I join the often quoted 95% of punters who fail, I won't feel so bad. I'll have kept my mind occupied for a while and learned a lot, and my standard of living won't need to change. The 20:1 chance of being in the 5% that succeeds is probably better than my chances of getting a job anytime soon...
Avoiding the 'scared money' syndrome for me doesn't mean investing less than £1,000 because, as I say, I'm not afraid of losing it. What would scare me though is the prospect of losing it quickly because then I wouldn't have got any sort of value from the learning experience, if you see what I mean. To that end, I want to keep my bets as small as possible, ideally under £1 per point.
I'm thinking of IG Index as they seem reputable enough & offer low stakes for an introductory period. Is there a reputable company out there that offers permanently low stakes, say 50p or less? A decent reputation and availability of low stakes is more important to me than tight spreads at this stage. Any suggestions? Cheers.