Good one
(This is not about any one God or any such thing, its as simple as just sending an SOS out .................... someone will get it and there could be a response = worth a try. totally non-religious concept)
If you find yourself in a trade that is confusing you or threatening your way of thinking, the books all say, "get out" ... but then you get out and boom it starts going your way and you get mind fcked. So, just before you make this tough decision to stay or exit, turn on this Van track and at
1:46 look upward and just throw the thought out there, "I'm putting the weight on you, its much too much for me, can you help - send inspiration NOW, pls?"
Then hide and watch!