Hi All
I sincerely apologize to anyone i ever upset over the years of posting here. My only intentions were to help one another improve & achieve success together. Journaling is an intelligent & positive coping skill. The voices in my brain right now are mad angry demented & deranged.
The fundamentals of mental health are to not hurt or harm people. Don't hurt folks. Don't harm folks. Don't break the law. Violence is very wrong & against the law unless in self defense. I never assaulted anyone? When the voices in my head become insane people have assaulted me for no reason?
I am more than happy to stand trial or take a lie detector test to prove myself innocent. I offered to do anything anytime anywhere for 1 opportunity to end this witch hunt. I honestly would have committed suicide 20 years ago if i was guilty. There are insane asylums to stabilize folks who believe in violence assault & homicide to keep us all safe in society. I don't believe in violence homicide or suicide. I believe in love acceptance & forgiveness. Pursuit of Peace Unconditional Love & Freedom.
I have been terrorized tormented & tortured by deranged people for over 20 years. All day everyday i have had to think thought after thought. I have sacrificed my physical freedom over 200 times to calm us all down & keep society safe. Its been over 7,000 days of terrorism & tyranny. It is not right to torture people. I deserve a trial or chance to prove myself innocent. The voices in my mind are on a witch hunt.
I believe folks are innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. I believe in the Constitution of America & Bill of Rights. I do not believe in cruel or unusual punishments. Equality & Unity. Love Acceptance & Forgiveness for one another.
Why have you been torturing me all day everyday without a reason? I believe the voices in my head to be completely insane. If you believe in violence you belong in a mental health facility until you are safe to return to society. If you commit an act of violence you belong in prison. In the last 25 years I am guilty of crossing the road without using a crosswalk? They took my vehicle away from me so I had to walk instead of drive?
I Am an Innocent Human Being guilty of minding my own business & putting forth my best effort to earn an opportunity to prove myself innocent. For the love of God please help keep me safe & end this witch hunt.
There were no weapons of mass destruction in Iraq? Coal is not clean it is toxic? Health Care in America has the Least Affordable rates in the world? I am not hallucinating that is another lie. Good people tell the truth. Bad people lie. Like the saying goes filthy liars.
For 20 years I have taken terrible medicine that makes you feel awful. The intrusive voices told me if I spoke about restructuring health care they would kill me? I am a nice peaceful compassionate human being attempting to help our government improve.
I do not belong in a mental health facility. I am not a threat to hurt harm or kill anyone. I believe in treating folks like you would like to be treated. How would you like it if people were terrorizing & torturing you all day everyday? From the moment i wake up until i go to sleep voices torture me. I am not schizophrenic Terrorists have been torturing me. They are sick & need help. Be Happy Stay Healthy & Live Free. Stop torturing people to death!
I've been thinking thought after thought for over 20 years. Choose to forgive folks who make mistakes. There are no perfect people in our world. Madness & Anger can steal your joy in life. Wake up with positive thoughts & a grateful heart. If you have anger management issues stop taking it out on others. Work on ways to stay happy calm & peaceful. Instead of hurting folks you could improve your mental health & free yourself.
Hopefully everything will be fine.
I Care about our fellow people & planet.
I Love & Care about the voices as well.
Mandela said Forgiveness is Power.
To Free Others you must 1st Free Yourself.