Along with your other thread it seems you don't realize the holy grail doesn't exist, and in the unlikely event it does, no one is ever going to just hand it over to you.
Kinell son, get your nut in the game and don't trade off the smalls. Don't be like one of those damaged subterranean multinic fooktards. You've got to get match-hardened. It's not fookin rocket science, is it.