Trading Journal - Rule Adherence and Discipline

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Hi everyone,

this journal mostly serves as an extra layer of accountability for myself. I intend to post daily or weekly (to avoid spam), including when a trading day yields no setup or is filtered. I’m waffling quite a bit down here, so feel free to skip all that.
I’ve been trading ‘seriously’ for almost four years now with the goal of fully relying on profits as my income. Frankly, I struggle to acknowledge or see myself as a serious trader without a track record of consistent profitability, so that is why I say it like that.

Much of the first two years I spent trading my own money with small size to the point I’d say it was unrealistic to expect to live off of it. Largely, this has been centered around GBP/USD, DAX, FTSE, Nasdaq and Dow Jones. These days, I only trade the Nasdaq. I don’t think I’ve missed a single trading day since late 2022, which makes my lack of progress in actual profit all the more disheartening.

There were some ups but, of course, mostly downs. I found prop firm challenges spare me the large losses in real capital, so I began trading them late last year. Since then, I’ve managed to reach the sim-funded stage in January, consistently across one month. I actually managed a first maximum payout following two weeks or so after and thought I had this figured out. However, not soon after, losses and resets followed– and in short, I have been stuck at the evaluation phase again since March 2025.

At the time I used a discretionary trading strategy focused on opening drives of the US cash open in the Nasdaq with some reversal trades sprinkled in. It went well enough, until it didn’t. Throughout the years, I found I’m prone to overtrading, FOMO, stubbornness and losing streaks. Often, these losing streaks are followed by switching trading strategies. I firmly believe these points are the main culprits of self-sabotage, which is why I want to start this public journal.

This journal isn’t even about P/L– I could trade a completely nonsensical strategy for all I care. To me it is about proving to myself that I can stick to a set of rules no matter what happens. I don’t feel I can progress as a trader or achieve success until I have mastered this come hell or high water.
I trade pure price action and have recently developed a strategy for the MNQ1! I believe I can stick with and that should be profitable if my backtesting is to be believed. It’s an alteration of strategies I’ve traded across the past year. In short, I want to be early in the rare big runners and add aggressively. Most of these are either done in the first 15 minutes of the day, usually as a Stop-Out, or run about two hours.

The strategy is simple and I will go into detail here so you can see that I abided by it throughout the journal.



Market: MNQ1! | Charts: 1-min, 5-min | 14:31 to 15:00
  1. Preparation: Note prior day’s VIX close to gauge general market volatility.
  2. Bias: Determined by direction of first 1-min candle at US Cash Open.
  3. Filter: Skip if any 1-min candle closes on the opposing side of C1 first.
  4. Entry: Enter upon breakout in the direction of the established bias (2-3 pt buffer).
  5. Initial Stop Placement: Opposite side of Candle 1 (C1).
  6. SL Management: Trail after every 5-min candle (of our trend colour) that closes outside the C1 range.
  7. Add: Add one full-size position after a 5-min candle (other than the one we entered our initial position in) closes outside the 1-min range.
  8. Take Profit:
    Exit via trailing stop or TP targets below, whichever triggers first.

    VIX < 16 → 80 pts
    VIX 16–20.99 → 120 pts
    VIX > 21 → 150 pts


I think the strategy could be automated very easily. One could argue there is no point for me even trading it manually. As I was messing with this, it occurred to me that true edge might be found in a few different discretionary elements that could come into play, namely:
  • Knowing when to wait for a full 1 minute close above/below the C1 signal candle and entering upon retest instead of the immediate breakout, avoiding early whipsaws. The risk here is missing the strongest runners.
  • Adjusting Stop Loss more swiftly above/below a 1 minute candle that retested the C1 range after breakout. This would again avoid a full Stop Loss, but can mean missing a big runner by being stopped out early.
  • Exiting by trailing every directional candle in our favour, sometimes capturing surprisingly large jackpot runners, or exiting all positions at a set target price based on current market volatility every time.
Naturally, as it stands, I can’t allow myself to make these decisions until I’ve mastered self control and discipline, so I will simply trade the above mechanics for at least 6 months until re-evaluating.
With the details of each trade, I will add a few fixed rule adherence criteria I will score accordingly as well as a comment for the day. The criteria are the following:

RuleCriteria
1. Bias DefinedCorrectly determined bias from C1
2. Filter AppliedDid I skip if a 1-min candle closed opposite the range?
3. VIX CheckedDid I confirm and note the correct VIX category for TP?
4. Session DisciplineWas entry within 30 minutes of Open?
5. Valid EntryEntered only on break in direction of bias.
6. Stop PlacementSL correctly placed at C1 opposite side.
7. Add RuleAdded only after valid 5-min close outside C1 (once only).
8. ManagementTrailed stop correctly on 5-min closes of trend colour.
9. Time/Trade CapOnly one trade today, no overtrading.
10. Loss LimitDaily loss cap of –$400 respected.
11. Focus & PatienceAvoided FOMO, waited for rules.
12. Emotional ControlExecuted calmly without chasing.

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Trade Summary MNQ1! 20/10/25 - Day 1
Direction: Long
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25177.50
Add Entry: 25206.50
Initial SL: 25112
Exit: 25207
P/L pts: 30
P/L $ (after spread): $169.6

Rule Adherence
1. Bias Defined5
2. Filter Applied5
3. VIX Checked5
4. Session Discipline5
5. Valid Entry4 - I was a bit slow and had to enter on the retest.
6. Stop Placement3 - Did C1 correct, but my trailing 5 min SL was wider than it should have been
7. Add Rule5
8. Management5
9. Time/Trade Cap5
10. Loss Limit5
11. Focus & Patience5
12. Emotional Control3 - Definitely not calm. Had itch to add for a better price or have wider Stops.

Overall an alright day, the choppy push foiled what could have otherwise been a really good day. I was content up until the first add-- momentum was good but choppy on the 1 minute, and I had the feeling it might retest a lower level after failing to stay above recent highs, which would have allowed me to get a better entry on the add than simply buying at close of the 5 minute candle. I'm happy I stuck with what I was supposed to do, despite the fact that my read on that was right. Throughout the trade, I definitely a kept the Stop Loss a bit wider than would have been valid, but largely I stuck with the plan and trailed the Stop Loss on the five minute, securing a small win in the end. The ultimate stop-out left a bitter taste in my mouth because it seemed obvious to me that it might retest that level, which was correct. Price rebounded from there and broke highs. Either way, it was a win in regard to rule adherence.
 

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Trade Summary MNQ1! 21/10/25 - Day 2
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25281
Add Entry: 25277
Initial SL: 25307.5
Exit: 25265.5
P/L pts: 24.5
P/L $ (after spread): $140

Rule Adherence
Score: 58
I penalised emotional control with -2 despite abiding by all rules.

Noticed once again how deathly afraid I am of reversals, which is bothering me quite a lot. This trade started out great, though with wide movements up and down on its downward trajectory. I had an intense urge to just pull Stop Loss to breakeven or take profits. It bothers me that I feel such fear of seeing my profits evaporating, as in the past I was often quite deep in profit and saw them move to zero or into a loss. I feel it warps my perception quite a bit. Really need to work on that. In any case, stuck to everything flawlessly regardless thanks to the rigidity of it all and was stopped out with a small profit.
 

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Looking forward to seeing this develop.
I like the "Rule Adherence" section you have.

Hey, thanks! I hope I can keep it up and these unfiltered entries also have some kind of use to people who look in here. I added a second table to measure what impact the aftermath of a trade might have on me. Dawned on me it might be useful to keep track of it.





Trade Summary MNQ1! 22/10/25 - Day 3
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $4 / pt (reduced due to SL)
Initial Entry: 25210
Add Entry: -
Initial SL: 25280.75
Exit: 25280.75
P/L pts: -70.75
P/L $ (after spread): -$286.64

Rule Adherence
Score: 55
I penalised Stop Placement with a score of 1 as I placed it above the most recent Pre-Market High. Normally, this is valid, but I adjusted this Stop Loss after I noticed the price moving against me. So it was out of fear. Also Emotional Control with just 4, unhappy with the entry (I'd have rather not traded this day) but calm. I'd prefer to be more detached.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 6
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?2 - Until next day
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3 - Yes, but with sincere doubts
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?1 - No way it would have ended well if I traded again that day.

The stuff of nightmares for me personally. I actually deleted my previous journal entry and slept a night on this because something was bothering me. What’s most relevant is how these type of cases utterly demolish me, or rather certain outcomes chained across days. No trading days tilt and demoralise me as much as those where you feel like the market is targeting you specifically. I knew that before, but I think it’s starting to dawn on me that it’s one of the most vulnerable periods for me and where a breakdown in rule adherence or trade performance happened the most in the past. While I know it is completely unjustified and my trading / system is to blame, I can’t help but feel I ‘deserved’ a better outcome on Day 1, but especially 3. With Day 3 being the trigger for a real emotional reaction. The market drops perfectly in my trading direction before reversing, stopping me out by a few points, and then continues to make new lows. Even a day later I just feel the urge to throw it all out of the window and go “for something else” or trade discretionary. Obviously, that is nonsense, but I think there is value in noticing these triggers. And no, if you are wondering, I haven’t done any trades outside of this plan.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 23/10/25 - Day 4
Direction: Long
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25040.5
Add Entry: 25092.25
Initial SL: 25011.25
Exit: 25159
P/L pts: +185.25 pts
P/L $ (after spread): +$1100.10

Rule Adherence
Score: 57
I penalised Emotional Control with 2, as the outcome of the previous day clearly still influenced me negatively.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 7
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?1 - I think I will ride this high for a few days, which is bad.
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?4 - Yes
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?2 - I don’t think so, I would have been afraid of losing the profits.

A day where I would have never gone long before the first 10 minutes if I was trading purely discretionary. Even five minutes in I expected a quick reversal and a stop out. Mentally, I was already locking in a loss for the day after yesterday’s frustrating trade. And here comes the market and rewards me with a flawless winning day. Needless to say, I’m very happy about the outcome. What I am not happy with is how difficult it is for me to detach from the possible outcome. I went from a somewhat depressed negative attitude in the Open to a winning high. I think that type of swing occurring at all is very dangerous.
 

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I hear your problem about 'detaching' your emotions from the outcome - I have/had (and this goes in circles) the same.

For me personally, when I have complete confidence in the trade (whether that be from just utter trust in my system) I feel so much better and do not care about the result.

I don't know your situation - mine is - I want to make as much as possible as quickly as possible - and that has meant at times that I am trying to Push the market to do what I want it to do. Last 5 weeks have been so great for me (returns and confidence wise), but this week has been awful - I know I have wanted to bend the market to my will. I have been severely punished for this.

On reflection - letting go - when I said to myself "it will take as long as it takes", I just need to rinse and repeat and improve slightly over time, this has had such a profound effect, literally lifting weight of my shoulders. Like F*ck it, if I can make 2R+ a week, I am good! I had weeks +5R and got over confident and got slapped down hahaha.

So yeah, for me it's just been about saying, you cannot rush this. This is a probabilities game after all. Let's just stay in this market long term and control the risk, that's it.

I do still mentally fluctuate with this mentally. Like I said this week, absolutely awful, Mon-Thurs, I was like WTF am I doing. I had a massive reflection period since yesterday evening, and woke up with a CLEAR PLAN, no rush, it will take as long as it takes. I have literally just been refining my trading plan, going over the pillars to my system and ingraining that further - not changing, but trying to stick to this more. This has helped me mentally for sure.

Hope that helps, feel free to dm me - we can struggle through it together lol.
 
I hear your problem about 'detaching' your emotions from the outcome - I have/had (and this goes in circles) the same.

For me personally, when I have complete confidence in the trade (whether that be from just utter trust in my system) I feel so much better and do not care about the result.

I don't know your situation - mine is - I want to make as much as possible as quickly as possible - and that has meant at times that I am trying to Push the market to do what I want it to do. Last 5 weeks have been so great for me (returns and confidence wise), but this week has been awful - I know I have wanted to bend the market to my will. I have been severely punished for this.

On reflection - letting go - when I said to myself "it will take as long as it takes", I just need to rinse and repeat and improve slightly over time, this has had such a profound effect, literally lifting weight of my shoulders. Like F*ck it, if I can make 2R+ a week, I am good! I had weeks +5R and got over confident and got slapped down hahaha.

So yeah, for me it's just been about saying, you cannot rush this. This is a probabilities game after all. Let's just stay in this market long term and control the risk, that's it.

I do still mentally fluctuate with this mentally. Like I said this week, absolutely awful, Mon-Thurs, I was like WTF am I doing. I had a massive reflection period since yesterday evening, and woke up with a CLEAR PLAN, no rush, it will take as long as it takes. I have literally just been refining my trading plan, going over the pillars to my system and ingraining that further - not changing, but trying to stick to this more. This has helped me mentally for sure.

Hope that helps, feel free to dm me - we can struggle through it together lol.

It's good to see others struggle with similar or their own issues sometimes as trading can be a somewhat lonely experience. I'll throw you a DM some time this week. Hope the Monday went well for you.



Edit: Only realised today clocks changed over here in the UK. Traded wrong since Monday. Oh man, not a big deal though. Explains the terrible Open volatility I noticed. Feel like an idiot ofc.
 
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Okay, things got a little busy this week outside of trading, and I had two invalid trades due to my mistakes with the clocks changing. I won't elaborate on those too much but will record them here anyway, but ironically, they saved me money overall. Trading at the "right" time would have ended up with larger losses those days. I also skipped trading on the FOMC day because I didn't like the indecisiveness beforehand.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 24/10/25 - Day 5 - Friday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25430
Add Entry: -
Initial SL: 25471.5
Exit: 25471.5
P/L pts: -41
P/L $ (after spread): -254.46

Rule Adherence
Score: 60/60
No penalty.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 10
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?4 - Through the weekend
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3 - Yes, but with doubts
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?3 - Maybe

Not all too much to say on this day. It was unfortunate I was filled by 0.25 before it reversed to hit my Stop Loss but overall I didn’t feel too intensely about that day. Just shut the charts and was done. I’ve been a little worried what might happen if the market changes structurally. In my backtest there were longer periods or even years where this strategy performs horribly, which would mean running another or changing something fundamentally. I’m still in the process of back-testing viable alternatives and filters. Right now it shouldn’t worry me as this change in the market would be noticeable across weeks or months.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 27/10/25 - Day 6 - Monday [INVALID]
Direction: Long
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25873.5
Add Entry: 25885.25
Initial SL: 25855
Exit: 25875.75
P/L pts: -7.25
P/L $ (after spread): -$54.42

Trade Summary MNQ1! 28/10/25 - Day 7 - Tuesday [INVALID]
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 26032.25
Add Entry: -
Initial SL: 26051.5
Exit: 26051.5
P/L pts: -19.25
P/L $ (after spread): -$120.96

Trade Summary MNQ1! 29/10/25 - Day 8 - Wednesday [SKIPPED]
Did not trade due to FOMC on this day.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 30/10/25 - Day 9 - Thursday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $4 / pt [lowered due to initial SL]
Initial Entry: 26067.75
Add Entry: 25969.5
Initial SL: 26130.75
Exit: 26048
P/L pts: -58.75
P/L $ (after spread): -$242.28

Rule Adherence
Score: 60

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 10
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?5 - None
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3 - Unhappy with certain aspects
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?2 - Likely not. I'd be tilted by the sharp reversal.

Cleanly executed despite sincere resistance to make the first add, and my fear manifested, of course. Felt like it should have been a winning day, but oh well. Currently I am a little unhappy because I’d like more freedom with profit taking, and I also feel the strategy needs decent filters for trade selection or I’ll be very susceptible to streaks where this doesn’t work at all, as evidenced in my back-tests.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 31/10/25 - Day 10 - Friday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 26171.5
Add Entry: 26143.5
Initial SL: 26202.5
Exit: 26120
P/L pts: +73
P/L $ (after spread): +$439.08

Rule Adherence
Score: 58
Penalised emotional control. Absolutely hated not being able to take profit earlier.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 9
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?3 - Next day
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3 - Same issue as before
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?3 - Likely

Execution was clean again, but I had multiple opportunities to exit near the bottom. After the strong push towards my 120 point price target, I felt quite stupid and shackled not being able to simply leave after the 5 minute candle closed. I often see strong bounces afterwards, so I was concerned I would be stopped out before the TP was reached, which was what happened. Feels stupid to leave so many points on the table for 10 extra points that were “missing” to reach TP. But rigidity is the whole point of this exercise anyway.



Bi-weekly P/L
Account Balance (20th of October): 48855.8
Account Balance (31st of October): 49781.8
Difference: +$926

As you can see I started running this journal and strategy on the backfoot. So starting from the pit of my previous mistakes. So far I'm content with the P/L as well as my rule adherence. It's been two fairly clean weeks, disregarding the mistake I made with the clocks changing.
 

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During trade review I noticed I made a mistake on the 30th. My profit target of 120 pts was actually hit. Somehow on the day I overlooked it, which resulted in the price turning around and actually turning it into a loss after the, in my opinion, risky and late add. It stings quite a bit because after this mediocre week, I stand there significantly worse. I have no idea how I botched that, but I'll take it as a lesson to not drop my guard just because I trade a fairly braindead and mechanical strategy. So, instead of being at least $700 further up, I'm also around $250 extra down. Grim. Anyway, here this week's recap. I hope there's no mistakes I made during copying.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 03/11/25 - Day 11 - Monday
Direction: Long
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 26258.25
Add Entry: -
Initial SL: 25236
Exit: 26232.5 (bad fill)
P/L pts: -25.75 pts
P/L $ (after spread): -$159.96

Rule Adherence
Score: 60
Clean trade. No penalty, albeit a loss.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 9
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?3 - About a day
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3 - Concerned about longer losing streak still (hasn't manifested yet)
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?3 - Likely

Fairly standard loss. Noticing the W/L ratio decline a bit across the last few trades which has me concerned. Mainly this anxiety is tied to the Account Balance, which is bad. I would feel different about this if I was say at $52000. I think this is when in the past I tended to jump strategies.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 04/11/25 - Day 12 - Tuesday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25702.75
Add Entry: -
Initial SL: 25745
Exit: 25745
P/L pts: -42.25
P/L $ (after spread): -$258.96

Rule Adherence
Score: 60
No penalty.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 8
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?3 - About a day
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3 - Concerned about longer losing streak
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?2 - No, fearful of losing last week's profits

Again, not an uncommon loss. Stings a bit more due to the sudden and strong reversal. Had no opportunity to adjust SL. At least there was no Add trigger. I am tempted to reduce size at the moment, as I found applying this trailing to the win rate of the past 6 days lowers drawdown and only reduces max profits overall a little. As I am unsure when to apply this at this point, I will simply only begin applying this once this evaluation is passed or I have to reset the account.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 05/11/25 - Day 13 - Wednesday [Skipped]
Direction: Long
Trading direction would have been Long, however a 1 min candle closed below C1. Therefore today was skipped.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 06/11/25 - Day 14 - Thursday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25636 (fat-fingered entry)
Add Entry: 25605.5
Initial SL: 25688
Exit: 25653.5
P/L pts: -65.5
P/L $ (after spread): -403.92

Rule Adherence
Score: 56
Penalised emotional control. The discovery about the mistake on the 30th and now getting stopped out of an excellent trade really got to me on that day.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 6
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?2 - Whole remaining week and counting.
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3 - Same as before
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?1 - Absolutely not.

Same day I noticed the blunder on the 30th which would have been a winner, and unfortunately got stopped out of this one now too, which was legitimate. But it still stings horribly. Basically back to flat and all I can think of is how I’m just not catching the moves I should be catching. A losing streak now would surely knock me out considering how vulnerable my system is to longer drawdowns in regard to prop firm compliance. It’s also nearing December where volatility often dies down, so there is also that. Running against the clock. I had hoped I could beat the evaluation before year’s end. Alas. All those thoughts impact how I feel about trading right now, but so far I’ve been trading clean, and most of my mistakes boiled down to oversight rather than active self sabotage.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 07/11/25 - Day 15 - Friday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $4 / pt (reduced size due to initial SL)
Initial Entry: 25042.5
Add Entry: -
Initial SL: 25114.5
Exit: 24923
P/L pts: +119
P/L $ (after spread): +$472.2

Rule Adherence
Score: 60
No penalty.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 11
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?5
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?3

Clean win, but a bit sad it was obviously on reduced size and no DD opportunity either. Still, a quick 120 point winner. No complaints. It’s obvious that wins clearly affect me differently than losers.



Big themes at the moment are the following:

- Fear of "losing streak"
- Fear of losing profits
- Doubt in process (I know for a fact my system is flawed) and urge to tinker
- Exceptionally angry at myself for stupid mistakes such as not noticing clocks changed the previous week & misplacing my Take Profit on the 30th
- Only one trade a day drives me mad, purely mechanical trading in addition makes that worse. I shut my brain off as evidenced by the sloppy mistakes. But that is the true challenge for me personally, I suppose.

Overall, still trading clean. That's a win in my book.
 

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Very good week for the system with some minor flaws in execution from my side. It was good to see how a good week might transpire and I caught a good glimpse of the problems that might arrive. The main concern here is what to do when the trigger candle for the first add is very large.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 10/11/25 - Day 16 - Monday
Direction: Long
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25576.25
Add Entry: 25613
Initial SL: 25521
Exit: 25605.5
P/L pts: 21.75
P/L $ (after spread): +$119.10

Rule Adherence
Score: 54
I penalised 'Valid Entry' as I got a poor fill due to my own clumsiness, also 'Add Rule' as I broke my add rule. I didn't immediately add on close of the 5 minute trigger candle. I also penalised 'Emotional Control' as a result.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 10
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?4
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?3
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?3

I felt the five minute trigger candle for the add was much too large. I broke my add rule here technically by only buying on re-test, which obviously would have been terrible if the price just kept moving up and never revisit it. In this case it allowed me to offset risk (in my mind) a bit by just buying the re-test. It worked, but at the cost of breaking my rules.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 11/11/25 - Day 17 - Tuesday [SKIPPED]
Skipped due to Bank Holiday.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 12/11/25 - Day 18 - Wednesday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25731.5
Add Entry: 25644.75
Initial SL: 25783
Exit: 25613.5
P/L pts: 149.25
P/L $ (after spread): +$884.10

Rule Adherence
Score: 60

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 10
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?3
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?4
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?3

Flawless day in regard to rule adherence and outcome. Not much to say. This one boosted my confidence in the system a little bit. After some reflection on the aftermath score, I think (at current) I might not be suited to trade after a big win, series of losers, or a big loser. At least not without clear guardrails.



Trade Summary MNQ1! 13/11/25 - Day 19 - Thursday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $6 / pt
Initial Entry: 25452
Add Entry: 25360.25 (at $4 / pt)
Initial SL: 25505
Exit: 25350.25
P/L pts: 108.25
P/L $ (after spread): +$641

Rule Adherence
Score: 55
I penalised 'Add Rule' for downsizing my Add (I did not have a rule for this if the SL is large), and 'Emotional Control' with 1 as I exited before my TP of 120 pts out of fear that once I added, the price would reverse and make this a loss.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 8
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?2
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?4
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?2

Exited early out of fear of losing profits due to the large red 5 minute trigger candle for the Add. Felt very risky to add and risk leaving this trade with a loss. It’s evident that I am understandably nervous about large Add trigger candles. It expands risk disproportionately for a good trade. I might need to tweak my system here later down the line after some testing. That being said, I -did- add (albeit with a smaller size), but simply exited earlier than I should have (19 pts before TP).



Trade Summary MNQ1! 14/11/25 - Day 20 - Friday
Direction: Short
Initial Size: $4 / pt (due to large SL)
Initial Entry: 24690.75
Add Entry: -
Initial SL: 24764.75
Exit: 24764.75
P/L pts: -74
P/L $ (after spread): -299.80

Rule Adherence
Score: 60
No penalty.

AftermathCriteriaScore (1–5) | Total: 14
Emotional ResidueHow long after the trade did emotion linger?5
Process TrustDo I still believe the plan works after this trade?4
Focus RecoveryCould I have traded again with calm focus?5

Classic loss for this strategy. Was bound to happen. Glad it didn't phase me much.



Bi-weekly P/L
Account Balance (31st of October): $49781.8
Account Balance (14th of November): $50774.6
Difference: +$992.8
 

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