Thank you for your reply, and kind words of advice. I do agree with you that when one has more time to think, and analyse a trade, they also have time to talk themselves out of it too.
I must admit that I am eternally grateful to a member on T2W who contacted me, and over the course of e mails, and phone calls, helped me in so many ways, not only to come to terms with the issues I was having, with baby step solutions, but also issues that weren't at the conscious, but affecting the subconscious.
I have also been to see a hypnotherapist, and that is an on going thing for the foreseeable future. I also got back in touch with my old mentor too for catch-up sessions as well.
Things aren't back 100% to what they used to be, but sometimes for longevity small steps need to be taken, and things are very much improved.
That's wonderful. I'm very happy things are heading in the right direction for you. I wish you great success!