Friend,
Everyone goes through the same process, one way or another. It's all the same when all roads lead to...you know where. Jesus was the only exception but that's only cuz posh boy's father was slipping him tomorrow's trends today. This here is the normal rite to initiation. If by the end you can't find a working system that'll fit your style, then at least it'll take you one step closer to your true vocation. So here's what to do:
1. Skim the forums on the web to see and hear what others are doing. Use some judgment to determine which opinions are respectable and separate them from the sea of bullsh!t floating out there.
2. Self-education. There are many concepts out there - MM, scalp, swing-trade, hold n fold etc. Each has a system which branches off into infinite sets of sub-systems proclaimed by their creators as being "THE" system. Read about them. If they don't make sense, move on. Don't stall yourself.
3. People recommend at least 1 yr in demo mode to get the hang of things before spending another year in preliminary "pocket change" trading mode to feel out the actual market. That's boring. You're into this forex stuff cuz it's exhilirating. You need to jump in now. Myself - I spent 3 weeks and then drew out 6k (AUD) to get the ball rolling. In order to taste test all the different techniques, I wouldn't recommend starting with anything less than $1000 USD.
4. See your account grow to 8k in little under a week and start preparing your world "financial market" domination speech.
5. Notice DD climbing, equity falling, volatility expanding and pride bruising. But remember, keeping lying to yourself and ignore the obvious. You ARE still the man!
6. Lose half your net worth. No matter - you'll make it back RIGHT NOW. Double, triple, quadriple your leverage, say "STFU" to MM and say hello to Mr. MC.
7. It's gone. Waahhhhhhhh! It's alllllllllll gonnneeeeeeeeee!!! Booohoohoohoohooohoooooooo...Take your time, you'll get over it...eventually. After reclaiming your sanity determine whether your forex appetite is still there. Hopefully, we'll see you back on the floor (trading floor that is). Otherwise, best of luck with your future endeavours.
8. Not everything that could go wrong went wrong but nevertheless, there were enough screw ups to cost me 8k aggregate in under 3 weeks. Glorious. The one and only thing I did do RIGHT was: the 6k I put up was money I could AFFORD to lose. It didn't put me in any form of indebtedness and the bills still got paid A-Okay. The only thing bruised was my ego but that heals...eventually. Wouldn't have minded a new flatscreen though.
Bottom line. You need to make mistakes. You need to err with real money - the pain will waken you proper! Mentoring/coaching is good for many things. In forex, personal experience, and cash, is king. I'd rather cost myself my money than to lose it listening to bullsh!t from who may or may not be more successful than you'll be.