I'd have to second what wibble says here.
But I would add that trading for real is much different from tradhankyouing on paper. The fact that you've been unsuccessful on paper isn't the best omen for continuing into the real world of trading. We can't all be world class violinist and we can't all be world class traders.
That being said, If you wanna learn some fundamental trading lessons/facts get 'Reminiscences of a Stock Operator' from Amazon
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Good luck!