Love & Peace

[Love for Earth]

I am happy to sacrifice my physical freedom.

21 years & over 200 inpatient mental health facility visits.

I was never mad or angry once. I never had a problem with anyone. I dont believe i was ever even rude to anyone in over 21 years?

I dont believe in assault, acts of violence, hurting or harming folks.

When i go inpatient i am nice kind & considerate with everyone. I get along well with staff. I mind my own business & dont look for trouble.

The external voices i hear in my head believe in violence. They are attempting to manipulate ppl into hurting & harming me. Those intrusive thoughts are sick & need help.

Maybe it would be best to call 988?

Most facilities would be happy to help calm the voices down & keep us all safe in society?

 

[Love for Earth]

Hi Folks.

Out of the hospital & free to post.

Happy for all of our recent success.

Market seems to be at an all time high. = )

My Green Growth portfolio is up over 10% in the last 10 days.

Another great day to invest.

Big gains & green graphs for most all our selections.

Great way to spend a day investing in our planet.

Green Graphs for Green Growth.

Take Good Care

Ashton

 

[Love for Earth]

 

[Love for Earth]

Nelson Mandela was a remarkable leader who acquired a wealth of knowledge & wisdom in life.

He was able to transform his mind through 27 years of prison into a truly beautiful & brilliant human being.

I do believe we can all learn a great deal from him & his speeches.

 

[Love for Earth]

 

[Love for Earth]

My apologies for my mental meltdown in my previous posts.

Without sleep at night you start to lose control of your mind.

We all make mistakes in life.

There are no perfect people.

Being honest & learning from your mistakes allows us to advance our lives.

If we allow ourselves an opportunity to learn in life we can all improve as people & grow together.

My apologies to everyone who works hard in our government to serve & protect us all.

My intentions were not to upset or offend anyone working in government.

I still believe in the United States & in helping all of us improve our government here in America.

Please accept my apology.

I lost my composure due to sleep deprivation & angry external voices.

I believe in us.

We can look for the good in each other & find joy in our lives.

Happiness is a choice.

I believe we are better together.

We can all contribute & help improve our planet.

Lets start to heal one another not harm one another.

I still love & appreciate us all in America.

We can all make an effort to better our country & improve our government.

Hope everything is well with you & yours.

Be Happy, Be Healthy, Be Thankful & Appreciate our lives together here on Earth.

Loving all our people & planet.

Everyone Take Good Care

Ashton

 

[Love for Earth]

 

[Love for Earth]

Hi All.

Really sad to report that there is a massive witch hunt in my head with the voices. They are all really mad & angry with me right now over things i did not do. I offered to do anything anytime anywhere so they would all know the truth & not be upset with me. I said i would commit suicide if i failed a lie detector test or if i was found guilty in a trial in court. I may be different but i was never mad angry or mean in life. I dont want anyone to hurt me over something i did not do? Please help me resolve this witch hunt peacefully. I have been a nice kind law abiding citizen for the last 25 years. All i do is mind my own business. All i am guilty of is crossing the road without using a crosswalk in the last 25 years?

Voices are so bad they wont let me sleep anymore. I have been up now without sleep for 4 days. They keep threatening me with horrible acts of violence & assault if i dont commit suicide. I dont believe in violence or assault. I have gone to the hospital over 200 times in 20 years to help calm those mad & angry voices down so society is safe from acts of violence assault & homocide.

Please help me if you can. I have done everything right with my mental health provider over the last 20 years. I placed my education & career on hold for over 20 years so i could prioritize my mental health treatment. My goal was to improve my life so i could enjoy a nice happy long life with my family. I still continue to make an effort to meet with my doctors am honest & take my medication as prescribed. If the voices became calm again maybe i could get back to sleeping at night & be more productive in life. I would like to get back into volunteering, school & work.