The first thing you should do is stop.
Forex is the hardest market to trade and has the highest failure rate. It is absolutely the worst place to start a trading career.
Start with stocks. Domestic, international, it doesn't matter. Avoid day trading. Don't trade short. Learn how to analyse fundamentals. Ignore technical analysis. Pick a few good investments and set entry/exit criteria. Do 100 trades. THEN, if you feel like applying what you learned to forex, knock yourself out.