Happy Earth Day

Hi again.

Everyone always says take things one day at a time. Its good advice i do suppose. We can learn grow & rise when we fall. We can set goals to achieve more success in the future.

In therapy they encourage mindfulness. To be aware & embrace the present tense. I will never be perfect. There are no perfect people in life. Everyone makes mistakes. I try really hard to listen learn & grow from my mistakes everyday.

Nelson Mandela was kept locked up by his government for 27 years before he was set free.

They were wrong about him.
 
Truth:

Instead of seeking revenge Nelson found unity.

Nelson did not fill himself up with hate & anger.

Nelson found love & foregiveness for his government.

He did not give up on love family freedom or his government.

He was able to transform his prison cell into a class room.

He fought to rebuild, restore, restrucrure & reform South Africa.
 
They tried to destroy him.

They took & they took more & more away from his life.

They could not steal his soul.

They could not kill his positive spirit.

He stayed positive.

He stayed productive.
 
He spent his days developing his brain & advancing his mind.

He refused to give up.

He chose to hope dream & believe.

He spent his days absorbing information, knowledge, spreading love & wisdom.
 
I am no Nelson Mandela.

I went to school to study design & engineering.

My dream was to advance my life through education, hardwork & family.

To work in Detroit as an automotive design engineer.

I may never be set free.

I may never lead a nation.

I will never give up on love.

I will always find love.

I will never quit on my family.

I will always be there for family.

I will do my best to protect our rights families & freedom.

Its been 21 years of truth from me.

Its been 21 years of lies from our Government.
 
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Maybe this will be my final post.

what more do you want from me?

i offered to do anything anytime anywhere to tell the truth the whole truth nothing but the truth?

i offered to jump off a bridge if found guilty?

WHEN WILL YOU REALIZE YOU ARE ON A WITCH HUNT??




When the Government tells you CLEAN COAL do you believe them??

Maybe COAL KILLS people & the planet earth!

COAL is actually so filthy its TOXIC for our people & planet!

BLACK LUNG DISEASE KILLS COAL MINERS!


When the government tells you AFFORDABLE CARE ACT do you believe them??

What if i assisted you with a little COMMON SENSE??

If I told you that THE UNITED STATES HAS THE LEAST AFFORDABLE HEALTH CARE IN THE WORLD!!!

WHO IS TELLING THE TRUTH??

WHO IS LYING THROUGH THE TOOTH??

If i told you MEDICAL BILLS ARE ACTUALLY SO UNAFFORDABLE THEY ARE KILLING US??

So now we just established that the American politics in GOVERNMENT IS FULL OF LIARS that cant be trusted.

What about the GOVERNMENT FOLKS in the AMERICAN MILITARY Ashton?

What about the GULF WARS IN THE MIDDLE EAST??

In 2003 we INVADED IRAQ to REMOVE WEAPONS of MASS DESTRUCTION right Ashton??

Was that the TRUTH or DID THE MILITARY LIE TO US??

DID we remove all the "Weapons of Mass Destrution" or EXPLOIT AN ENTIRE REGION to EXTRACT FOSSIL FUELS??

Did any innocent folks die as a result of the gulf wars Ashton?

How about 1,000,000 INNOCENT PEOPLE DIED?

So ONE MILLION INNOCENT HUMAN BEINGS DIED in Iraq so that we could pump out the oil?

ADOLF HITLER BELIEVED IN GENOCIDE FOR JEWS!

ADOLF HITLER WAS EVIL!

GENOCIDE IS EVIL!

COAL KILLS!!!

MEDICAL BILLS ARE KILLING US!!!

WE KILLED ONE MILLION PEOPLE IN IRAQ!!!
 
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I will stand tall until I receive a fair & speedy trial.

I will be happy to take a lie detector test.

I will jump off a bridge if found guilty.

You are the most evil people who ever existed!!!

You torture people to death for money!!!

We SAW THE WHOLE WORLD...

But I COULDNT SEE THE MEANING...

I COULDNT EVEN RECOGNIZE MY FRIENDS...

I CAN SEE THE MEANING...

YOU KILL PEOPLE FOR MONEY!!!

YOU TORTURE PEOPLE TO DEATH FOR PROFIT!!

in my honest opinion...

instead of killing something?!?!

maybe you could try saving something?

Children are starving to death every day?

What if you were starving & had no food to eat?

What if instead of torturing people to death you attempted to save a human being?

Instead of torturing & killing something maybe you could try saving a human being from suffering or starving to death?

Build rather than destroy.
 
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I sincerly apologize for all these posts.

All i really want to do is live happy healthy & free.

Please do not hurt me or harm me.

Please allow me a chance to prove myself innocent.

We all deserve a safe future.

Please allow me to attend my recovery center tomorrow.

Its been 21 years now of intrusive thoughts.

21 years of sleep deprivation.

Please Choose to Love me.

Please Choose to Accept me.

Forgive me if i was misunderstood.

If someone has mental health problems you should allow them to get some help & recover.

Please let me get some help from a mental health recovery center.

Please let me live free.
 
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My whole life mom i was nice kind & peaceful. I had a drinking problem over 20 years ago. I was never mad angry or mean. I am not mad angry or mean now? I am doing my best to keep us all safe. Mental health hospitals are supposed to protect society from acts of violence homocide & suicide? I believe in telling the truth mom & in abiding the law?
 
What if some folks who were really sick went to the mental health hospitals to stalk people before they killed them? Mom i do not believe in stalking ppl, hurting ppl, harming ppl or killing ppl. I try to fill myself full of unconditional love, compassion & forgiveness. People who are sick need love & help to heal not hatred. Maybe if ppl were honest & told the truth they could get some help & we could all heal.
 
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