Interesting and highly motivating replies. And interesting what insights you have collected about my state of traders education, state of finance and state of mind: I must be a complete idiot, habitual gambler and just short of being broke!
Well, here`s the full story:
Whenever I get intriqued by some new strategy, I first demo it for a while, then papertrade, start cfd trading with small sums, and finally increase till volume for futures is reached.
I maintain a couple of trading accounts, which I trade through comfortable frontends (though some need replacement), but ONE of my accounts is a rather strange bird with an ugly user interface -and hard to move stops. With this account I normally position trade (holding overnite mainly FESX) and lots of cash in it. When I trade in this account, I normally place the stops just and only before I close the brokerage software. And there is always enough cash in this account to cover "normal volatility" even without stops. But this time -due to some distraction- I did not place the stops, was not aware of it and the volatility was ...well you all know, don`t you. Yes a mistake, yes a severe mistake, it won`t happen to anybody but me - but should I stop ALL my trading and go back to demo for 6 month? Well, tell me!
Actually I had hoped to get some replies, what to to with this account - aside from closing it. I never throw good money after bad money, thats why I won`t put fresh cash into it. So taking the hassle to try to trade it up again -- or maybe its not worth it (certainly its not worth the time). So which underlying could be a possibility? That was my question. Still I`m rather interested in any opinons about my state of mind, education, skills and whatever topic Selfhelp books are written about.
Kind regards
Hittfeld
- hopefully not on his way to the poorhouse