Green Growth

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I spent a lot of time with Chloe when i lived at home with my folks.

Really nice to see her again today. She always shows me so much love. I do love my folks just as much but spent a lot of time with her while home.

Glad she still shows me love after not being able to spend time with me while in the hospital.

All is well tonight.

Enjoy a nice evening.

Ashton
 
Hi Folks.

Rainy day here but looking like the sun might come out this afternoon.

Chicken & Waffles for breakfast.

The hospital isnt awful, but life is so much improved here.

Enjoying meeting all the new staff & working in the kitchen. Group therapy is chill & we are able to get out for walks almost everyday.

Really nice im allowed to help cook. Looking forward to helping prepare meals for us everyday. Maybe we could do a lasagna or pasta night every week?

We are baking taquitos for lunch.

Almost time to eat.

Everyone enjoy a nice afternoon.

Ashton
 
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My bunkie has the news on.

War is so awful for humanity. Please believe in keeping the peace. Very frustrating to listen to news about wars in the world.

I am a free spirit who believes in love, joy, world wide peace & freedom for all folks who are safe for society. Please place people who are unsafe for society into correctional facilities. Correctional facilities like jails & prison are in place in society to keep us all safe.

Folks who are unsafe need to be placed into facilities where they have the opportunity to learn how to live safe. Some people may never be safe to return back to society. Thats up to a board of qualified individuals who are educated to make an intelligent decision to ensure society safe.

Judges & Juries are in society for a reason. We protect society from witch hunts when we have fair & speedy trials.

If there was an individual who murdered an axe murderer that would be really wrong & against the law. If that individual was found to be guilty in a court of law, that individual would be sentenced to a correctional facility like prison.

Please keep the peace. Believe in freedom for those safe for society. Believe in correctional facilities for those who are not safe for society. Please ensure everyone recieve a fair & speedy trial to prevent witch hunts. Protect & Prevent soldiers from fighting war in the world. Please free our world from war.

There was a massive breakout of tornadoes today due to more severe weather. We could be uniting together in our world to overcome climate change.

Please place your thoughts back to something positive like climate action, healthcare reform or saving folks in the world from starvation.

Build rather than destroy. Unite together & produce more renewable energy structures like solar & wind farms. Save Peoples Homes & Lives from severe weather like tornadoes.

My apologies for my posts here. This was my mental health journal which was intended to improve my life & make the world a better place.

Please Promote Equality & Unity.

Please Promote Peace & Prosperity.

Unite To Protect Our Fellow People & Planet.

My journal was intended to offer free advice on how we could all potentially improve our lives & protect our planet. My journal was intended to share a free voice of how to better live & protect our people & planet.

I was doing my best to keep all of society safe, sane, calm & stable. Safe from war. Safe from Climate Change, Safe from Genocide, Safe from Slavery & Safe from Tyranny. Safe from a potential world war 3. Believe in keeping us all safe & protecting us from future conflicts. That includes myself, my family, our people & planet.

Build A Beautiful Sustainable Planet Earth.

I spoke up & shared my voice here. We should encourage people to contribute in our communities. I was working & going to school when i first started hearing voices. I was also hired to lead a team of design engineers like 15 years ago. If it were not for the voices i would of been leading a team of unigraphics design engineers.

The voices can be really hard to manage sometimes. Sure eventually they will improve & i will be able to get back to work & school. A career job as a design engineer is my goal. Why wouldnt you want someone in school or work?

My attempt was to deliver a good positive message here. Promote love, peace, prosperity & sustainable earth. Please keep our people & planet safe. Please find a peaceful way to keep all of society safe.

If you are working in a form of government please keep doing your best to serve & protect us all equally. Do your best to abide by the law & set a good example. 2 wrongs dont make a right. Treat people like you would like to be treated.

You are all much appreciated.

Thank You

Ashton
 
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Apologize to anyone i upset.

I was new at sharing my voice with the world. I did however put forth my best effort to embrace, love, save & protect every human being on planet earth equally. My posts were not intended to upset anyone.

We need people to speak up, share their voice & raise awareness to potential solutions that bring about peace & sustainability. Climate Change is very real. My voice was intended to spread some much needed Love, Peace & Prosperity to everyone in the world.

Please dont create chaos & conflict in the world. Some folks might be really unhappy if something was to happen to me. There are insane asylums to protect society from hurting, harming & commiting homocide.

Please end this witch hunt.

I believe in America, in President Biden & in our government agencies. I actually voted for Joe Biden twice as a vice president. I have many friends that enlisted in our militaries. I love respect & look up to them so much. Keeping society safe is a passion of mine. Keeping our militaries safe from future conflicts is another. Never in my life did i hurt or harm anyone. I believe in love, freedom & family. Happiness for Humanity.

Protecting People Equally is really important to me. Protecting our government is really important to me as well. Believe in the constitution, bill of rights & in democracy. If not following our roots, get back to them.

Create a Safe, Sane, Sustainable America & planet earth. Our future generations are depending on us. My 4 beautiful nieces & awesome little nephew deserve a safe, sane, free & sustainable country. A planet to call home.

I wasnt sure what to write or what to do? Apologize if i was misunderstood throughout the years. Maybe i can focus on something different now like caricatures, drawing, design & engineering. I am planning on attending courses at an online art school. Sure i could find a new different forum to share my life & voice.

Im qualified & have experience working as a design engineer for general motors in the auto industry in Detroit. My only interest in politcs is to be aware of the issues so i can be educated when i cast my ballot when voting on election day. I love & respect folks in Hollywood & Washington, but never wanted to become an entertainer, actor, politician or political figure.

No interest in fame or fortune. I studied engineering & design. I would like to live more comfortable, sure. I dont want to be rich or famous. All i want is to be free. Please set me free & allow me to get back to work in the auto industry.

Love, Peace & Prosperity for Planet Earth.

Foregiveness Acceptance & Freedom for me.

Please allow me to recover here at the rehab center. Please let me back into Detroit as an design engineer once healed.

My love & passion in life is for Design Engineering. I love Detroit & am looking forward to getting back home to the D eventually.

I have considered volunteering my time to folks who need support. Crisis centers & substance abuse treatmemt centers might offer me an opportunity to help others recover. I might make a good peer support specialist or recovery coach in this world. I can relate to a lot of people who have or are struggling & can help a lot of people in crisis recover & heal.

I really enjoy it here at the center & will take my time to listen, learn & grow.

Please dont panic & do your best to stay calm.

Everything will be fine.
 
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Hi Folks.

Glad we had a nice weekend here.

Very nice to see that Chloe dog after a year of hospitals.

She shows me so much unconditional love & is always excited to see me.

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Please calm down so you can think clearly.

Choose to be safe & sane tonight.

You can not change the past only learn from it. Tyranny is wrong. We fought a revolutionary war to free our planet from tyranny. That is how America was founded. We developed a constitution & bill of rights to protect our country from evil tyrants.

Slavery is wrong. We fought a civil war here in America to free our people from being slaves. Some rich people believe they are above the law & use people like slaves. They believe in owning people & pay them off to sell out their freedom of speach.

Really sad bc some folks who are free in society dont have any love or respect for the law. At the same time, some people who do have love for our laws & our law enforcement arent free. Please abide by the law. Please do not believe in doing whatever you want whenever you want. That is really wrong, pure evil & the definition of tyranny.

Please believe, follow & abide by the law. Tyranny, Genocide & Slavery are all evil in my opinion. We have fought so hard in the past to protect our planet. Why on gods green earth would you believe in tyranny, slavery or genocide? Please believe in freedom for our hostages & prisoners of war. Please believe in freedom from genocide, slavery & tyranny. Set our people free. Clear your mind & free your thoughts.

World War 2 was fought to protect our planets people from genocide & senselessly killing folks in the world. Please focus on the issues we can improve to protect our fellow people & planet today. Keep calm & stay compossed so you can see the big picture.

Senseless killings in society are ruining our country & world. If someone is unsafe for society you can guide, mentor & coach them up. There are correctional facilities in society for a reason. To correct peoples mistakes & provide a learning structure so they can get back to being good honest intelligent hardworking law abiding human beings.

I was hired to lead a team of design engineers in life, not offer advice or advise people how best to live or invest financially.

I did become passionate about improving myself & making the world a better place while learning & growing.

Former president Obama told us all to believe in change. I believe in positive changes for all of us as well. Thought he would be proud to find someone that dedicated their entire life to his message? Improve themself, their country & all our fellow people on planet earth.

Safe, sane, sustainable countries & a peaceful planet earth could be our mission. Be brave, speak up & share your voice peacefully.

My thread titles over the years may help to define me.

I did my best for over 2 decades to live positive, productive, truthful & passionate.

Keeping society safe meant getting into the hospital for help so the voices I hear would calm down & become stable.

Im not mad or have ever been angry. Ive always been happy to have a chance to learn & grow. Could be a blessing? Improving my mental health has provided me with an awesome opportunity to live happier & healthier.

Promise to never give up on my country my freedom or on my family.

Everyone enjoy a nice evening.

All i ask is for people to forgive me for being me. I listen to a lot of music & sometimes dont agree with all the lyrics. My apologies for posting up some inappropriate & offensive songs after drinking.

Please dont be mad at me tonight or angry anymore. I am human. Human beings sometimes make mistakes. I intended to learn & grow in therapy the day i broke my sobriety. I am sober now for over 10 months & determined to live my life free from alcohol.

I have done my best to be there improving for family for 20 years.

You are all like 1 big family to me.

I am still committed to improving here.

Sharing my life with folks is really cool.

Helping others learn & grow with me is really awesome & rewarding.

Please be happy for us tonight.

Life can have curves or bumps in the road.

I will never give up on my journey for family & freedom.

No matter how difficult it becomes in life, find a way through until you achieve success.
 
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Not really sure its right to post this but i want people to know the truth.

Message to my mom.

I have been driven down the wrong road in life before by a couple people. Really hope everything here will turn out to be good. I choose to drive to school & work. A road to success. School, work & a nice happy healthy quality family life. I chose tampa to go to school so i could distance myself from bad influences, drugs & alcohol. I spent a lot of time while in Florida with Nana & Papa who helped provide guidance & support me.

In Florida i drove to school & work. Fulltime engineering student & full time waiter at a really nice golf course community. For years thats all i really did school & work. When i moved back home from Florida i focused on only school bc i had saved up money from working 2 jobs like 80 hours a week. I recieved straight As in my computer aided design studies bc i was finally able to focus on school first. I didnt have to work & set school as priority number 1. I was very thankful you n dad paid for my tuition but i needed much more to pay my bills. I did not qualify for financial aid either because my parents made too much money. My sister Tiffany had to take a year off of school as well bc my folks didnt provide us the opportunity to live a normal college life & earn an education.

After attaining straight As in my computer aided design studies, I moved to East Lansing in an attempt to focus on finishing my engineering degree. I began to hear voices before i was able to start school. The voices had really confused me. All i wanted to do was be there to make them happy & prove my innocense.

I offered to do anything within the law to prove myself. I told dad i would take a lie detector test to prove myself innocent & he lied to me about taking a lie detector test. At my local highschool i met my dad so i could prove myself innocent. He then proved to lie to me & had police drive me to the mental health facility. They have not only lied about me but broke the law by filling out false petition forms. They have intentionally lied to me. They have intentionally lied to other folks about me. They have gone out of their way to wreck, ruin & sabotage my life. They had me locked up for as long as possible. My family has been the definition of pure evil to not only me but to our family dogs & cat as well. We all loved them & trusted them. They killed us all one by one. Im the last one left they havent killed.

The family dogs & cat werent able to defend themselves & were put to death for no reason. Im doing my best to defend myself now. I love my family & just want to get them some help so they can be happy & healthy. I love my fellow people & planet. I worked so hard in school & on the job i just dont believe on quitting in life.

All i really want is to have a cool family & a chloe dog in my life to love & share life with.
 
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Erbellis is awesome. Food in the hospital is really kinda awful. I always try to stay positive & be thankful to have food to eat. A lot of people are starving to death in the world.

Not sure everyone really understands just how difficult life has been for me over the past 20 years? I never gave up & promise not to quit until i recover improve & rehabilitate myself.

I offered to do anything anywhere anytime for you & family mom. Dont you realize how much i have been through for all of you?

If i was ever rude i apologize but i did my best to stay positive productive happy & healthy.
 
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I never gave up & will never give up trying to recover. I placed my education & career on hold so I could follow my dads advice. Go to TTI attend therapy & find medication so I could be included in the family.

When i was in therapy at TTI my mother & sister choose to give up on a family member & kill our family dog Bailey over a sunchip snack. I would of saved his life if i was home. 2 of our family dogs died half way through life & our family cat was put to his death as well.

I love forgive & accept all of them. All i ask is that they love me for who i am as well.

I did my best for over 20 years of my life attempting to improve for them & make them all happy. I am an innocent happy healthy human being who loves life & would do anything for an opportunity to prove myself.

Why cant they just be happy?

My family has executed 3 family members.

2 family dogs & the family cat.

A family members life was ended over a sunchip & then burried in our families septic field. Right where my mom could look out at him while she is doing dishes in her kitchen?

For Christmas gifts i had to get them gravestones because they were no longer alive. I actually spent my life savings on them & designed them myself. I wanted to do something nice for them.

I will always be there for my family. My mom & I talk everyday & spend a lot of time together. I have a family with 4 beautiful nieces & an awesome nephew. We have a family dog that loves me so much & is so happy to see me & spend time with me.

I offered to do anything, anywhere, anytime bc i love them & want to enjoy a nice family life with them. I still love them & ask that they choose love for me instead of death. My Goodness i sacrificed like 20 years of my life for them attempting to do my best to improve so they would love & accept me.

If after 20 years of doing my best for them they still dont want to love & accept me that is fine. Just please dont hurt harm or kill me like they did to our other family members. They were pets which is really sad. Who would kill their own dogs & cat?? My family did!! Now i believe they want to kill me for no reason. Those dogs & cat showed them nothing but love just like me.

If im not good enough for my family im fine with that. Please just leave me alone so i can be around cool people who do or will love me like family.

Everyone here where i stay is cool. Im starting to get out of my room & do more with everyone every day. Really enjoy spending time here & should only improve. Its like one big family. Please just love, support & accept me like family. I want to get better & need some help.

Very happy to still be here making an effort. I promise never to give up or quit. There are no perfect people in the world. I may be different but do my best to love my family & my fellow human beings equally.

Our family dog & improving as an uncle are reasons why i should keep hope alive & continue to make an effort to recover in life.
 
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Good Morning Folks.

Premarket numbers all look good.

Made it through a really difficult weekend without a trip to the hospital thank goodness.

Everyone enjoy a nice day.
 
Hi guys & gals.

French toast & sausage for breakfast.

Happy to be here today & looking forward to a nice new week.

Hopefully the weather is good & we can get out for a walk as a group together.

My apologies if i upset anyone with any of my posts. It was a difficult day yesterday. I was able to make it through to start a brand new week.

Really happy i was able to spend time with my family. I really do love, forgive, accept & enjoy sharing life with them every chance i get.

Please allow me an opportunity to stay here, recover & rehabilitate myself. My 4 nieces & nephew deserve a happy, healthy, peaceful uncle in their lives.

My wishes today are for folks to embrace love & happiness. Be grateful for good health both mentally & physically. Help contribute towards resolving conflicts. Save our civillians & protect our soldiers. Free our countries & our people. Believe in freedom for our hostages & peace on planet earth.

Please believe in recovery & allow me an opportunity to heal & rehabilitate myself.

Dream of Love, Peace & Happiness for Humanity.

Please set us all free.
 
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